my new passion..

hi dolls! its been awhile since my last post....^^...well just wanted to share my recent activity with you guys...

i'm attached to a new hobby now ; playing guitar..hehe..its been more than one month already and im totally in love with RiRi (my guitar's name...^^)....i did not go for official guitar lesson well you know independent woman should know how to learn right...LOL...

learning guitar isn't that easy after all...it need passion...deep passion...ive tried learning guitar when i was in highschooL but you know i just stop, gave up...cuz of Lack of passion during the learning process..but this time im totally into it n willing to sacrifice anything to be a pro...hehee..its not that i want to be a roCkstar or something.,..its just i wanted to learn new skiLLs while we still have the opportunity to do so....just spice our life right!

ive been playing few songs of AvriL Lavigne...even through still messy but its good to try than nothing. Her song is quite simple with few easy chords...and im kind of surprised also to discover that most of her songs using the same chords...lol  

by the way wish me Luck in my learning process...(^_^)v

Below is the picture of me with RiRi (my guitar)./..hehe

..this is the time tO make mistakes ^^

when we were 5, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grow up ... our answers were things like astronaut, president ...or in my case a princess..

when we were 10,  they asked again ... and we answered rock star, cowboy ...or in my case a gold medalist ...

but, now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer ...well, what about this ... who the hell knows?

This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions ... this is the time to make mistakes ...

Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere ...Fall in love...a lot !!

Major in philosophy, because there's no way to make a career out of that ...LOL ^^

Change your mind, and change it again ... because nothing is permanent .

so make as many mistake as you can.

That way, someday when they asked what we wanna be ....

we won't have to guess...we'll know.

..surat pengerindu Apai ...(iban version)

Surat Pengerindu Apai
Pengelengau Ati Apai Ari Pemungkal Ngagai Pemandang

Nuan engka enda ngelala aku,
tang aku ngelala nuan lalu semua pekara pasal nuan temu aku.
Masmor 139:1

Aku nemu leboh maya nuan duduk
enggau maya nuan angkat bediri.
Masmor 139:2

Semua lambar bok ba pala nuan udah tesa aku magang.
Matthew 10:29-39

Nuan digaga neladan gamal aku.
Pemungkal 1:27

Dalam aku nuan idup, bejalai sereta bisi.
Kereja Rasul 17:28

Nuan meh anak aku.
Kereja Rasul 17:28

Aku udah dulu ngelala nuan sebedau nuan ada.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

Aku milih nuan leboh aku ngator semua dunya.
Epesus 1:11-12

Nuan ukai siti silap,
semua hari-hari nuan bisi ditulis dalam Bup aku.
Masmor 139:15-16

Aku nentu ka maya nuan ada sereta endor nuan diau.
Kereja Rasul 17:26

Nuan digaga naka nyelai sereta manah.
Masmor 139:14

Aku bejantil ka nuan dalam tuboh indai nuan.
Masmor 139:13

Aku ngiring nuan maya nuan ada.
Masmor 71:6

Sida ti enda ngelala aku udah mandang
ka pekara ti salah pasal aku.
John 8:41-44

Aku enda ngenyauh ka diri sereta ringat,
laban aku tu meh pengerindu ti menyana.
1 John 4:16

Peneka aku nadai betagang
mandang ka pengerindu aku ba nuan.
1 John 3:1

Kebuah bakatu laban nuan anak
aku lalu aku tu Apai nuan.
1 John 3:1

Aku meh Apai nuan ti menyana.
Matthew 5:48

Semua pemeri ti manah datai ari jari aku.
James 1:17

Aku nyedia utai ti perlu ba
nuan sereta ngenyukop ka nuan.
Matthew 6:31-33

Ator aku ka hari dudi nuan
semampai penuh enggau pengadang.
Jeremiah 29:11

Pengerindu aku ka nuan meruan belama iya.
Jeremiah 31:3

Runding aku ka nuan baka
penyampau pasir ba tebing tasik.
Masmor 139:17-18

Aku gaga ka nuan ngena lagu.
Sepaniah 3:17

Nuan reta aku, ti pemadu dikesayau ka aku.
Pemansut 19:5

Aku deka negap ka nuan enggau
pengabis ati enggau semengat aku.
Jeremiah 32:41

Aku deka mandang ka nuan utai
ti besai sereta naka iya manah.
Jeremiah 33:3

Enti nuan ngiga aku enggau pengabis ati nuan,
nuan deka tetemu ka aku.
Ulang Adat 4:29

Giga pengelantang nuan ba aku,
lalu aku deka meri nuan utai ka dikingin ati nuan.
Masmor 37:4

Aku ti meri nuan pengingin nuan.
Pilipi 2:13

Aku ulih ngereja ka nuan lebih ari ke di runding nuan.
Epesus 3:20

Aku meh peransang nuan ti pemadu manah.
2 Tesalonika 2:16-17

Aku meh Apai ti ngerindang nuan ba semua penusah nuan.
2 Korint 1:3-4

Leboh nuan asa ati, aku semak nuan.
Masmor 34:18

Baka siko pengibun ngerendut ka siko anak domba,
Aku udah mai nuan semak ati aku.
Isaiah 40:11

Bisi maya ila aku deka ngendas ai mata nuan.
Pemandang 21:3-4

Aku deka muai semua pemedis
ke di asai nuan ba dunya tu.
Pemandang 21:3-4

Aku tu Apai nuan, lalu aku rindu ka nuan
baka aku ti rindu ka anak aku, Jesus.
John 17:23

Ba Jesus, pengerindu aku ka nuan udah ayan.
John 17:26

Iya mandang ka sapa aku ti bendar.
Hebrew 1:3

Iya datai mandang ka aku setanah enggau nuan,
ukai ngelaban nuan.
Rome 8:31

Aku deka nuan nemu,
aku enda ngira dosa nuan.
2 Korint 5:18-19

Jesus mati ngambika nuan enggau aku ulih bebaik.
2 Korint 5:18-19

Pemati Jesus mandang ka pengerindu aku ka nuan.
1 John 4:10

Aku nyerahka semua ti dikesayau ka
Aku ngambika bempu pengerindu nuan.
Rome 8:31-32

Enti nuan nerima Jesus ti anak aku, nuan nerima aku.
1 John 2:23

Nadai agi utai ti ulih nyerara nuan ari pengerindu aku.
Rome 8:38-39

Pulai meh ngagai aku lalu aku
deka ngaga siti pengerami ti besai ba serega.
Luke 15:1

Aku belama ia Apai,
lalu semampai meruan meh Apai.
Epesus 3:14-15

Aku nanya nuan?
Kati deka nuan nyadi anak Aku?
John 1:12-13

Aku nganti nuan.
Luke 15:11-32

Rindu, Apai Nuan.
Petara ti Pemadu Bekuasa

credited to:Father Heart Communications ©1999-2008 www.FathersLoveLetter.com/Iban Translated by Margerita Murib.

I was so touch when i read this iban version ... and my eyes comes to tears to know how amazing is my Daddy God's love for me ...by knowing & believing God's perfect love for you, it will casts out every fear that you have in life...& bring you back to the fullness of life God has made for you...

..Father's LoVe Letter..

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

 

credited to: Father's Love Letter used by permission Father Heart Communications
© 1999-2011 www.FathersLoveLetter.com

..fOrgiveness is not something we do fOr other peOple, but ...

...we do it for ourselves; to get well & move on...

 it may easy to say but really hard to do ...but nothing too hard for Him...sO, all we have to do is just to put everything into His hands..hold your peace ... and know he will take care of those pains and heal them too ...if the perfect God could forgive, why couldn't we ...??

Remember wHen ....

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

I remember when
It was together ‘til the end
Now I’m alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there’s no regrets
And say you won’t forget


But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

That was then
Now it’s the end
I’m not coming back
I can’t pretend
Remember When

[chorus]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again

when i LoOk at yOu

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are so long

'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark 

That's when I

I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like a dream to me 

~a song from Miley Cyrus~